why is this the only place i turn to when i just need to vomit words and have no one to talk to?
I have nothing left, no reassuring thoughts, no one to save me from myself. i can’t sleep at night, but i just want to spend all day in bed.

i’m completely lost at the moment. The only things i want in life are so far off that they’re fairytales. And i feel like the only great thing i’m going to accomplish in my life is never going to happen, and it’s not even great it’s what nearly every one does.
I don’t even know about anything anymore, and i think it might still be all youre fault.

i’m over this. I’m over everything. I hate being stuck at home and i hate spending time alone. You’re so inconsistent that i feel like you’re playing me. I just need a change from this. I need something new. I need to find some small way to feel good about myself, because nothing is working. There are so few who actually care and i hold them so close to my heart. I don’t know where i would be without them.

how much easier would we be able to see the pattern of the world, if we could converse with angels who look down from above or fish who look up from below?

moral of a shortstory i read.

lonely.lonely.lonely.

Make it stop, please.

just need one more thing, and then everything will be perfect. surely happiness and confidence will come after that?

i’m trying my hardest but there are still so many moments of weakness.

concentrating, two jobs and year 12. So what if i’m still alone? Not my fault everyones an asshole.